Meditation on Luke
9:38-42
Where do they come from,
these loud imperious voices deep in our hearts and minds, that dictate our
understanding of who God is and what God wants from us, that drive us, and cause
us to drive others as we ourselves are driven, sometimes—like Martha—to
distraction? It is common enough for
God to be masqueraded in our imaginations as a remote, imperious, scolding
taskmaster, a figure formed in our minds by the personalities and circumstances
that have loomed large in our early life experience, or our early religious
experience. Our unhealthy
understandings and expectations are easily projected onto God, the ultimate
authority figure. Yet, if we listen
closely to Jesus and his Spirit—as Mary did—he will defend and liberate us from
such unhealthy understandings and false impressions of God, and from those who
seek to impose them on us, who would scold us into mindless and sterile
conformity—fundamentalism of the right or left.
Without serious, lifelong
reflection on the life, death, and teaching of Christ, our Christian service is
easily misinformed and misguided. We
all have so much to learn—so much to unlearn.
On this side of heaven, are our understanding and our service ever wholly
free of blindness, subjectivity, self-interest, and error?
Let us then come humbly and
gratefully to Jesus’ Table, to the banquet of his gracious sacrifice, where
all are welcome, not because we have understood and practiced our faith
impeccably, but because our spirits, hearts, and minds desperately need the
nourishing grace and insight God provides, every bit as much as much as our
bodies need the daily nourishment of food and drink.
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